Nothing lasts forever

最近emo又找上门了。

前一秒还可以很开心，但下一秒立刻感伤了起来。

不喜欢这样的我。感觉好孤独。

到现在还会想起他，而且是很想很想哪一种。

以前的他那么会逗我笑，陪我一起颠，一起聊音乐。

虽然小我一年，不过给我的感觉却那么的不同。

读了君的部落格，她写了这么一句话：

“总是会遇到一些 你明明跟那个人的感情逐渐加深，突然之间 对方陌生了起来，你不知道什么事发生，你很想继续跟对方这样好下去 但是就变了。 这是暂时友谊吗? 才发现，原来你在我心中有一个位子，虽然不很强烈，但是还是会在意你。”

对啊，后来才发现，你在我心中真的有那么一个特别的位子。

这就是人生。周围的人，事，物，会随着时间改变。

可能从小没吃过苦，蛮多事都能如愿以偿的得到。所以上天才给我一些考验，让我明白不是每一样东西都可以如你所愿的得到。

当你拥有时，要学会珍惜。当你失去时，后悔就来不及了。

这也让我体会到，这世上本来就有有很多事情都是徒劳无功的。

No longer the little girl

Based on the title "no longer the little girl"

reminds me that i've passed my 21st birthday.

Officially a 21 years old girl.

Even though i don't look like a 21 years old girl.

Somehow still feel that myself is old.

Celebrated this big day w the family members, friends, the guy that we just started to know each other more nowadays.

Thank you all of them who willing to spend

their time and celebrate it with me.

Always feel grateful to have them in my life.

Cam whore w the 2 pretty babes <3

Ah Chin-the future bread maker

My pretty girls. <3

The cousins <3

Daddy,even though you're at a very very far place which we don't even know where is it.

I know you will still watching me and love me like the way I love you.

It's just simply because i'm your little girl <3

Those special dates just make me miss you even more.

I'm sure you will bring us go somewhere else and have something nice when there's any one of us birthday.

Unfortunately i will never have this chance and celebrate any other special dates with you.

If can, in another life i will still choose to be your little girl.

Thanks for giving the best of everything for us. I'm grateful with what i have now.

Grateful that i'm able to study in private college.

Grateful that i was born in this family.

Grateful that i consider as lucky if compared to others.

When we are together

Last Friday went to Cameron Highland with the gang.

Been there for 2 Days 1 Night.

1st trip with them as well.

Overall it was fun and interesting :D

Except for the car sick part.

Went to Strawberry park,butterflies park,pasar.

Bought veges,strawberries,tomatoes and others with them was a nice experience :)

Steamboat as dinner in the chilly night was a great choice as well.

Gaming and drinking session after dinner w them were super duper funny.

Everyone was drunk. Nearly.

Some of them drunk till vomit out all the food we had as dinner

one of them bang another people's car.

Lol. Had a great night with them.

Thank you for the surprise that created by them as well.

It's really BIG enough.

Because of them,i had a memorable 21st birthday celebration.

Hearts them.

XoXo.

ps: looking forward on our next trip :)

You are the apple of my eye

近期最红的莫过于是《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》这部片了。

昨晚就去看了这部戏。结果，我自己也中毒了，完全沉醉在戏里面。

故事很感动，而且最重要的是这是九把刀的真人真事。

没有很多的包装在里面。但是却能带出初恋的美好。

女主角真的真的很漂亮，觉得她跟男主角很配。但是结局往往不是美好的。

有emo了下下。

看了这部戏后，再听这首歌真的很有感觉。

ps: 终于明白为什么这部戏被列为18sx.

My final for sem2 is officially over. Having 3 weeks holiday then will start my summer school.

Supposed to have 3 months holiday for me to enjoy but I think that 3 months is way too long for me. So summer school isn't a bad choice for me. At least there's something for me to do,so that i won't feel bored.

There's lots of birthday celebration w the gang in October because most of them are October babies.

Friends are like crayons. They colour your life with their own different colour.

I'm always glad to have them in my life.

Know each of them because of SMK BTHO2. still remember how we all turn to become good friends from strangers,dislike each other,friends till good friends.

Cannot say every secrets we will immediately share with each other but when i'm with them,i always feel good. Maybe it's because i've known them for few years.

Used to crap,gossip,jokes around with them.

Glad to have you guys as my friends.