Read my cousin's blog just now.

Got an article is talking about her mom which is my aunt

and it made me emo right after reading it :(

I thought of Daddy this morning when i was driving to coll

He just suddenly appeared in my mind.

I still remember how he'll fetch me to coll sometimes

and wait for me to finish my class in the foyer with his laptop.

Although it has been 2 years since he left us

somehow i still can feel his existence.

And yes, i can't understand why good people like him and my aunt

have to leave. While the bad people are still living.

It's just so not fair.

Good Start of March

前天终于有机会跟我的那帮老朋友聚一聚。

这么久没见，一见面就讲个不停，很喜欢那种跟他们一起废的感觉。

今年是我最后一个学期呆在学院了，总觉得这个学期的时间都过得好快。感觉自己有点赶不上节奏。

有时在想如果毕业了，我能做什么，我能够找到一份收入稳定的工作吗，如果找不到怎么办？我要怎么减轻妈妈的负担？

说真的，自己还很担心自己的未来。。读书真的比做工好很多，但是该面对的还是要面对。

虽然三月都会很忙，朋友生日，结婚，考试。。

不过我很喜欢今年的三月。

我做梦也没想到，我一直希望的事情可以在这个月里实现。

虽然还有点不踏实的感觉，无论如何，我还是很感激。

感激这难得的机会。

去年和前年都失去了我最爱的两个人，真的不希望再看到我身边任何亲的人再出事了，我的心脏会无法承受。

只希望妈妈能够没事，那我就心满一足了。

I'm still trying

Without me realizing, sooner February is going to end soon in a week more.

3 more weeks to one of my friends's wedding day.

Feel happy for her that she has found a good guy as her husband :)

Seeing your friend or your closest people in your life getting married with the one they love.

It's one of the happiness :)

New sem will begins on next week.

I don't know how am i gonna feel when i see you appear infront of me again after 3 months long.

Cannot say i'm completely over you

but at least i didn't hold on as tight as last time.

Cause i know end up i'm the one who hurts not you.

People came, people left.

This is life.

However, people who stays and never leave is the one who worth to appreciate.

I just wanna stick close to those people and be happy :)

Most of my friends are working right now and i'm the one who is still studying.

It just makes me feel so "little girl"

Sometimes i hope i could complete my study fast

so that i could start to face the reality soon and become more mature.

In the same time, i hope the time will pass slower

so that i can still enjoy the joy of studying.

Once you start working, which is mean you will not be as freedom as becoming a student.

I know it sounds so ironic =/ but human are ironic most of the times.

没有过不去的事，只有过不去的心情

加油 :)

Random

Staying awake at this hour.

Don't feel like going to sleep nor studying.

So i'll just upload few random photos that taken during CNY.

And i love every outing i had with my family members and friends :)

Photo session with my dear sis and cousin on the 1st day of CNY due to the boredom :)

Sharing

Have watched few types of short films today

which all of them are so romantic

and it makes me feel so much loves.

ps: Personally like the "Underneath Your Love"

pps: The main guy actor in "Underneath Your Love" is so charming :D