Nothing lasts forever

最近emo又找上门了。

前一秒还可以很开心，但下一秒立刻感伤了起来。

不喜欢这样的我。感觉好孤独。

到现在还会想起他，而且是很想很想哪一种。

以前的他那么会逗我笑，陪我一起颠，一起聊音乐。

虽然小我一年，不过给我的感觉却那么的不同。

读了君的部落格，她写了这么一句话：

“总是会遇到一些 你明明跟那个人的感情逐渐加深，突然之间 对方陌生了起来，你不知道什么事发生，你很想继续跟对方这样好下去 但是就变了。 这是暂时友谊吗? 才发现，原来你在我心中有一个位子，虽然不很强烈，但是还是会在意你。”

对啊，后来才发现，你在我心中真的有那么一个特别的位子。

这就是人生。周围的人，事，物，会随着时间改变。

可能从小没吃过苦，蛮多事都能如愿以偿的得到。所以上天才给我一些考验，让我明白不是每一样东西都可以如你所愿的得到。

当你拥有时，要学会珍惜。当你失去时，后悔就来不及了。

这也让我体会到，这世上本来就有有很多事情都是徒劳无功的。

No longer the little girl

Based on the title "no longer the little girl"

reminds me that i've passed my 21st birthday.

Officially a 21 years old girl.

Even though i don't look like a 21 years old girl.

Somehow still feel that myself is old.

Celebrated this big day w the family members, friends, the guy that we just started to know each other more nowadays.

Thank you all of them who willing to spend

their time and celebrate it with me.

Always feel grateful to have them in my life.

Cam whore w the 2 pretty babes <3

Ah Chin-the future bread maker

My pretty girls. <3

The cousins <3

Daddy,even though you're at a very very far place which we don't even know where is it.

I know you will still watching me and love me like the way I love you.

It's just simply because i'm your little girl <3

Those special dates just make me miss you even more.

I'm sure you will bring us go somewhere else and have something nice when there's any one of us birthday.

Unfortunately i will never have this chance and celebrate any other special dates with you.

If can, in another life i will still choose to be your little girl.

Thanks for giving the best of everything for us. I'm grateful with what i have now.

Grateful that i'm able to study in private college.

Grateful that i was born in this family.

Grateful that i consider as lucky if compared to others.