Nothing lasts forever

最近emo又找上门了。

前一秒还可以很开心，但下一秒立刻感伤了起来。

不喜欢这样的我。感觉好孤独。

到现在还会想起他，而且是很想很想哪一种。

以前的他那么会逗我笑，陪我一起颠，一起聊音乐。

虽然小我一年，不过给我的感觉却那么的不同。

读了君的部落格，她写了这么一句话：

“总是会遇到一些 你明明跟那个人的感情逐渐加深，突然之间 对方陌生了起来，你不知道什么事发生，你很想继续跟对方这样好下去 但是就变了。 这是暂时友谊吗? 才发现，原来你在我心中有一个位子，虽然不很强烈，但是还是会在意你。”

对啊，后来才发现，你在我心中真的有那么一个特别的位子。

这就是人生。周围的人，事，物，会随着时间改变。

可能从小没吃过苦，蛮多事都能如愿以偿的得到。所以上天才给我一些考验，让我明白不是每一样东西都可以如你所愿的得到。

当你拥有时，要学会珍惜。当你失去时，后悔就来不及了。

这也让我体会到，这世上本来就有有很多事情都是徒劳无功的。

No longer the little girl

Based on the title "no longer the little girl"

reminds me that i've passed my 21st birthday.

Officially a 21 years old girl.

Even though i don't look like a 21 years old girl.

Somehow still feel that myself is old.

Celebrated this big day w the family members, friends, the guy that we just started to know each other more nowadays.

Thank you all of them who willing to spend

their time and celebrate it with me.

Always feel grateful to have them in my life.

Cam whore w the 2 pretty babes <3

Ah Chin-the future bread maker

My pretty girls. <3

The cousins <3

Daddy,even though you're at a very very far place which we don't even know where is it.

I know you will still watching me and love me like the way I love you.

It's just simply because i'm your little girl <3

Those special dates just make me miss you even more.

I'm sure you will bring us go somewhere else and have something nice when there's any one of us birthday.

Unfortunately i will never have this chance and celebrate any other special dates with you.

If can, in another life i will still choose to be your little girl.

Thanks for giving the best of everything for us. I'm grateful with what i have now.

Grateful that i'm able to study in private college.

Grateful that i was born in this family.

Grateful that i consider as lucky if compared to others.

When we are together

Last Friday went to Cameron Highland with the gang.

Been there for 2 Days 1 Night.

1st trip with them as well.

Overall it was fun and interesting :D

Except for the car sick part.

Went to Strawberry park,butterflies park,pasar.

Bought veges,strawberries,tomatoes and others with them was a nice experience :)

Steamboat as dinner in the chilly night was a great choice as well.

Gaming and drinking session after dinner w them were super duper funny.

Everyone was drunk. Nearly.

Some of them drunk till vomit out all the food we had as dinner

one of them bang another people's car.

Lol. Had a great night with them.

Thank you for the surprise that created by them as well.

It's really BIG enough.

Because of them,i had a memorable 21st birthday celebration.

Hearts them.

XoXo.

ps: looking forward on our next trip :)

You are the apple of my eye

近期最红的莫过于是《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》这部片了。

昨晚就去看了这部戏。结果，我自己也中毒了，完全沉醉在戏里面。

故事很感动，而且最重要的是这是九把刀的真人真事。

没有很多的包装在里面。但是却能带出初恋的美好。

女主角真的真的很漂亮，觉得她跟男主角很配。但是结局往往不是美好的。

有emo了下下。

看了这部戏后，再听这首歌真的很有感觉。

ps: 终于明白为什么这部戏被列为18sx.

My final for sem2 is officially over. Having 3 weeks holiday then will start my summer school.

Supposed to have 3 months holiday for me to enjoy but I think that 3 months is way too long for me. So summer school isn't a bad choice for me. At least there's something for me to do,so that i won't feel bored.

There's lots of birthday celebration w the gang in October because most of them are October babies.

Friends are like crayons. They colour your life with their own different colour.

I'm always glad to have them in my life.

Know each of them because of SMK BTHO2. still remember how we all turn to become good friends from strangers,dislike each other,friends till good friends.

Cannot say every secrets we will immediately share with each other but when i'm with them,i always feel good. Maybe it's because i've known them for few years.

Used to crap,gossip,jokes around with them.

Glad to have you guys as my friends.

忽然很有心情想要写部落格。

之前一直闷闷不乐，一直会想很多。

不过现在的我想开了。不再去执着，也明白自己要的是什么。

只是在等待时机罢了 :)

每个事情发生都有它的理由，把它当作是一个经验，那自己也不会这么悲观了

虽然心里多多少少都会介意，不能完完全全真的能释怀

不过让一切顺其直然吧，那自己也会快乐些。:)

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今天是viko的生日，祝你生日快乐啊 :)

虽然你小过我，但是跟你在一起，一点都不觉得有距离感 :)

ps: 我在等你上载我和我们的十连拍照片啊 :D

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pps: Will update meisee's birthday party once i get all the photos from FB :)

久违了我的部落格，这次选择用华语来作为我的post.

总觉得华语比较能表达我的心情。

其实最重要的因素也是因为英文没这么好. ><

最近的我忙着assignments，虽然蛮压力的不过也算充实。

比较喜欢忙碌的感觉，这样比较不会感到孤单。

考试就来要到了，一点准备也没有！还是老样子，慢慢拖到最后才舍得读书！那时才来后悔为什么这么懒 ><

发觉最近的我特别情绪化，脑子里想些有的没的。当朋友问到什么事时，回答不出来，不是因为不想讲而是不知如何说起。

很多事情旁人不能真真体会，只有自己明白。

学会了什么事都自己收在心里，不然就在推特写那些emo emo的东西。

慢慢学习如何放下和接受，有些事情发生了就再也回不去。

也许人家也没去在意你了。只是你自己在那边在意而已。

让自己坚强点那么自己就不会那么脆弱了。

ps: 虽然自己的样子看起来没那么坚强，但是请不要说我不坚强。不要说到你很懂我。虽然我还在读书，不过等我做工了，我会学会考自己的能力生活。不要小看我。那只会让我更想证明给你看你是错的。

Left the memories

Photo taken on the last year of Christmas.

The time when she was still able to talk with us,walk around,laugh together.

And now it only left the memories that we had together.

Whenever i think back,i just couldn't control myself of crying.

It's still hard to accept that another precious person in my life has gone forever.

She gave me too much of good memories =(

I'm very proud to say that she's one of the nicest person that appear in my life. I'm so blessed to have her as my aunt. She's a caring lady that care each one of us so much and love each of us so much.

Still remember the time i accompanied her in the hospital, i'm glad that i was there when she needed someone to accompany her do body check up,taking care of her while she's admitted to the hospital.

The words that she used to ask us are like have u eaten? are u hungry?

Even though when she was ill,she still care of us so much.

I felt so heartbroken when i saw my cousins cried so loud in the funeral.

When i saw her smiley solo photo in the funeral.

Even when she's nailed in. My tears just couldn't stop dropping.

It reminds me of my daddy.

I wonder are they with each other in the heaven now?

No matter what,no matter where both of them are staying in my heart forever.

I love both of you so much <3

Words just couldn't explain how deep is my love.

XoXo

我是个爱唱歌的女孩

Had an awesome sing k night with my lovely jie jie on last week. I admit that I like to sing and listen to emo songs when i'm down and it's me. Just the way i am.

Sometimes when words cannot express how you feel,when there's only music able to heal you.

I miss the happy me. I miss my sincere smile.

I hate myself for being so emotional lately.

Especially when there're thousand of things go through my brain.

I'm emo again. W-T-H.

It's been a long long time

Based on the title,it's been a long long time i didn't update my blog.

Been so damn slacking to blog.

Just a short update since i'm having one week break now :)

Well,shits happened within these 1 whole month.

Thankfully,it's kind of over now.

Everything seems to back to normal slowly.

I'm happy that we are still remaining the same.

I'm lucky enough that i've my 3 lovely cousins who are beside me and cheer me up when all the shits happened <3

and a college close friend who's my good listener. We've been through almost the same situation and that's why we become closer right now :)

Hopefully our friendship will stay longer.

Good friends are hard to find and it's even harder to find someone who can understand you and the situation you've been through.

I cherish the moment when we are still able to talk,laugh w each other :)

Lessons i've learned:

"Don't simply judge people by their coverunless you know their stories and the things that they've been gone through".

"Be honest to the people you are closed with,do not lie to them. Because the people you able to lie with are the people who trusted you".

"The minute you start caring abt what other people think, is the minute you stop being yourself". Try not too care what other people think about you and be happy.

Random post

Someone told me that: Girl,i found out that you very care how people think of you. Why do you need to care what others think of you? Seriously it's your own life,not theirs. You need not to care so much. Sometimes people just wanna make fun of you,jealous of you therefore they talk about you. Even your close friends can do that to you as well.

Your life will be happier when you less care how people think of you.

*Hopefully one day I can be a truly happy girl that don't mind how people think of me*

Smile is the best make up of a woman.

Life is short so smile as much as you can :D

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I'm single but not available.

Cheers for friendship

Hello readers,have been abandoned my blog since the latest post about holiday.

Spent most of my holiday in cousin's house due to some of the reasons.

Thankfully, i'm still managed to watch most of the movies that i wanted to watch during these holiday :)

All thanks to one of my movie freak friends. Get to watch most of the movies because of him.

Other than movies, yumcha session with the bff is a must for me when i'm having holiday :)

As i always said,i'm grateful to have them in my life.

Although we can't always meet each other but our friendship is still there no matter what and will not change.

I have faith on that.

Too bad,i still cannot meet see some of them who i wanted to meet so badly. I miss them.

Wonder will they miss me as well? Feel that they got a new life new friends once they've started their college life.

Hearts them <3

Attended Choon Ting's 21st birthday party on last Saturday. New bunch of friends.

All of them are nice and friendly =) I'm happy to know u guys =)
Like to be with u all although we just met for few times.

Holiday-ING

My one month holiday has just begun. Final is over *merdeka*
Overall of the exam was pretty okay. I think i can pass all the subjects,of course if gets a better grade is better *fingers crossed*
Hopefully will enjoy myself much during this 1 month holiday x)
Had a small gathering with my gang last night at Inn House cafe.
Appreciate the moment we been together and our friendship.
Watched 2 movies during my study week and exam period as well
A movie that i wanted to watch badly and thankfully i'm able to watch it. It was hilarious and i love this movie very much =)
Watched this movie at night which kinda scared me out. A friend of mine brought me to 1-U watched it after he knows i wanted to watch that movie. Thought will watch Kungfu Panda but end up we watched this movie. Thanks for the little surprise :)

Pei's birthday

Just come here for a little short update of my cousin's birthday.
Celebrated peipei's birthday on 28th of May :) had a simple nice outing,lunch,gossip,shopping,dessert time with the cousins. I'm lucky enough to have u girls as my cousins
We're so close to each other eventhough we seldom meet each other.
love ya all.
We taken lots of photos as usual. So i'll just let the pictures do the talking. :)



The food look nice but taste bad!










Sister and me :)



Busy w their iphone and BB!

Happy Birthday once again. Muaxx <3